[She stops. She hadn't meant to sound so forceful.]
I can't let it hurt me any more.
[Riku's alive. Riku remembers. She'll never let him see how losing him again had affected her. She has to be strong.]
I was so angry at you before, when I was in quarantine. I thought you killed him. I blamed you both for making me leave before... He died. I thought I was sick too and I didn't know what they'd do with me.
[If they'd kill her.]
But then I thought that would be okay, if I was sick, as long as you and Riku were okay.
[She had cried for days. Not sobbing, just unable to keep her eyes from weeping.]
I don't want to feel like that again.
[She glares at the floor. She knows she didn't misunderstand. His reaction was enough to tell her that. He had meant it.
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[She stops. She hadn't meant to sound so forceful.]
I can't let it hurt me any more.
[Riku's alive. Riku remembers. She'll never let him see how losing him again had affected her. She has to be strong.]
I was so angry at you before, when I was in quarantine. I thought you killed him. I blamed you both for making me leave before... He died. I thought I was sick too and I didn't know what they'd do with me.
[If they'd kill her.]
But then I thought that would be okay, if I was sick, as long as you and Riku were okay.
[She had cried for days. Not sobbing, just unable to keep her eyes from weeping.]
I don't want to feel like that again.
[She glares at the floor. She knows she didn't misunderstand. His reaction was enough to tell her that. He had meant it.
But she didn't want to be angry at him.
And she didn't want him to be angry at himself.]